Saturday, July 12, 2014
Bills' Lesbian Subjectation (fourth section)
pt16
Sarah:
"We're not sitting on any of this furniture...we'll bring a couple of
folding chairs for the future...but for now get on your knees and kiss
our shoes to thank us for making all of our dreams come true" And he
did.
On the way back Beth popped into a store and got a bottle of expensive
champaigne for us to enjoy. While we were shopping I kept thinking
that this is not what I expected when I created the dating
profile...but could it have turned out any better?"
Back at Beth's home her dinner was lovely. We ate and drank and
laughed all night and slept over.
The next morning when we were eating breakfast I kept looking at the
now empty pantry and lone cot and dresser. I asked Beth if Bill was
really all right with this and she reassured me he loved it and it was
the most remarkable fantasy he could ever have. I still feel like he
deserved more and Beth said the best thing we could do is make his
fantasy the most futfilling as possible.
"How do we do that?" I asked.
"By continuing to fall madly in love and living happily ever after".
I smiled and we shared a gentle kiss before we both left for work.
pt17
Beth:
The next month was lovely. For the first time in my life I felt
complete. Sarah completed me and I was so glad to be open about being
gay.
We went to the gay pride parade and a gblt music festival. Sarah even
surprised me with a rainbow doo rag and a rainbow dyed tshirt.
She also took me too all the gblt and gblt friendly businesses in the
city so I could start shopping at businesses that support the
community. Everyone in the community was so welcoming and accepting of
me. One night Sarah asked me to come over to her place after work
(we've been seeing each other every night but usually just wing it so
I was curious...) and she had arranged a surprise 'coming out party'
for me with all my new friends and Rainbow decorations everywhere.
She even got a cake with a Rainbow across the top and Rainbow
sprinkles.
pt18
Sarah:
My relationship with Beth has been wonderful. After the surprise party
after everyone had left late into the evening Beth and I were lying on
the couch with her resting her head on my chest. Looking up at me she
smiled and told me she thought her friends and family had emough time
to digest the break up and she was wondering if I'd like to meet her
parents and siblings at a small family reunion next week. Needless to
say I was on cloud nine when I kissed her forhead and said "Of
course...I can't wait to meet everyone"
She hadn't told anyone about being gay yet and I asked her if she'd
prefer to do it by herself or if she'd like me there for emotional
support?" Beth just smiled and said "Sweetheart I always want you
beside me in my life".
And that was that. We arrived early to tell her parents, sister and
brother. She was nervous. I was nervous. But none of that was needed.
After Beth told them her they all smiled and said they were happy for
her. He mother even walked over and hugged both of us.
The funny thing is I overheard her ask how Bill was handing this. She
answered very honestly by saying "It's certainly not easy but he's
been more supportive than I could ever have expected". After she said
this we briefly shared a knowing glance and smiled at each other.
Supportive indeed.
It was a pleasure to meet all her family. They were so welcoming of me
and supportive of Beth.
Her mom even said she wants to join Pflag now.
pt19
Sarah:
Bill had been coming by on a regular basis for his domestic work but
we've been focusing on our relationship and largely had him just do
the assigned chores and worship at his wifes feet for a bit. I've even
got into it somewhat.
But for the most part he's been in the dark about our relationship
advancing, the surprise party, the festival, parade and coming out to
Beth's family. She and I had a long talk on the way home and decided
he deserved to be brought up to speed.
I called him and to my surprise he said he was waiting for the bus to
get home so we sung by the stop he was at and told him to come by
Sunday morning. On the way there we discussed if we should offer him a
ride home but decided it'd be better for his fantasy if we just drove
off after we spoke with him. To my suprise right before we drove off I
asked him if he had any money on him.
When he said he had a few bucks and was going to get something off the
value menu at McDonalds I asked if he had anything at home to eat and
when he said he did I told him to give me the money since I wanted to
buy *my* girlfriend a rose at the corner store.
Driving away I asked Beth if he liked that and she broke out laughing
and said "no question about it".
pt20
Sarah:
The next moring Beth and I was having a continental breakfast with the
rose I bought for her in a vase at the centre of the table.
Bill was running late but that's to be expected with the more liminted
bus schedule on Sunday. Beth asked me if it'd be over the top to wear
her Rainbow scarf and shirt when Bill was over and I said *totally*
not. I told her I really love how she's embraced the community and
thought making it clear to Bill how things are now is really great.
"Sweetheart it's not just now...this is who I've always been. I'm just
grateful I had the strengh to be myself...and for you to stand beside
me for the rest of my life. My old life was just a mistake. Bill was a
mistake."
I gulped "Really?" I asked smiling beyond belief. She said yes but she
wanted to propose to me right with a ring and everything so we should
both take the day off work tomorrow.
We just agreed not to tell Bill since we both wanted to enjoy it being
official before anyone knowing before the doorbell rang.
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