Bills' Lesbian Subjectation (first section)

Bills's Lesbian subjectation

This story is told from three sides. From the side of Sarah who
responded to the personal ad, Beth who posted the ad and Bill - Beth's
husband...and soon to be ex-husband and now the slave to Beth and
Sarah. All agreed to write their side of the story in the days leading
up to the divorce of Beth and Bill and the marriage of Beth and Sarah.

Sarah: When you're a lesbian on a dating site you get a lot of replies
from couples looking to spice up their sex life. I'm open minded and
liberal about things so I have nothing against that BUT it feels like
they're disregarding what being a lesbian is about. It's not men
'sometimes' nor is it men but only when another woman is involved.

It's who I am both inside the bedroom and out. It's like they're
disregarding me as a person. That's why I specifically said 'no
couples!' in my profile ad right on top. In retrospect I guess I never
thought any woman who replied be married...If I did I would have
included they must be single since I was looking to fall in love, get
married and live the classical life of the suburbs. Ironically enough
if I had added that I would have missed out on everything I
want...missed out on falling madly with Beth and building our new life
together.

pt2:

Beth: I loved my husband dearly. I really did...but at some point I
just fell out of love with him. We married right out of university and
built a life together for 5 years in the house of his grandparents he
inherited - a beautful home in a nice neighbourhood filled with lovely
elm trees that woud sway . But after a few years things just didn't
feel the same. Bill has been a very dotting husband and always wanted
to do everything he could for me to have everything I wanted including
working overtime. I usually spent those evenings going out for dinner
or drinks with girlfriends but some nights I'd stay in with a nice
glass of wine and some imported cheese. On one of those nights I
started browsing some lesbian websites. Not the stuff made for guys to
enjoy but sites about real lesbian women living real lives. I've
always had an interest in women but never explored it. This
resurfacing of my interest had nothing to do with my love of Bill
coming to an end...that ended awhile ago. I suppose the only reason I
stayed was because I didn't really know what I wanted to do with my
life and I did enjoy that Bill seemed to worship me like a goddess.

pt3
Beth: Over the course of a few weeks I explored more and more
including reading and re-reading the HRC.org's pdf file on coming out
of the closet. Bill and I hadn't had sex in months except for him
providing oral upon me. The first time we just did that I was prepared
to 'return the favour' but then he asked me if I'd like him to make me
a cup of lemon tea (my favourite) and a footrub...who was I to argue?
A routine was born. However after awhile Bill started kissed my foot
and praised me as being wonderful, a goddess, that he worshipped me.

When someone starts saying things like that to you out of the blue you
don't know how to relax. However upon thinking about it the next
evening when he was working a double shift I realized I liked it but
that any chance of romance between him and me were over. I never
thought I was better than others but I soon came to feel that I was
better than Bill.

I decided to tell him the next day how I felt and he was very
supportive. Even now he still told me all he wanted in life was for me
to have everything I wanted...even if that wasn't him.


pt4
Beth: Over the next few days Bill booked more overtime so I barely saw
him. He still massaged and worshipped my feet but aside from that we
barely had any interaction. Honestly he sort of became a domestic. He
always did most of the housework but now when he wasn't working out of
the house he was working inside...literally scruubbing floors on his
hands and knees, doing load after load of laundry, polishing my
shoes...it never ended. When he bought a little bell for me to ring
when I wanted something I had to ask what was up? He spilled
everything about wanting to be a slave, a maid to me, a
workhorse...how he never had the nerve to say anything so he covered
up his slavish self in the role of a very doting husband.

I got where he was coming from with not being comfortable being his
true self...I was doing the same in a different way those years during
our marriage. So he took on the role of slave and we even got him a
maids outfit. A real one maid out of polyester from a uniform supply
website.

I started to explore my new found lifestyle. The gay bar scene wasn't
for me...it was fun but I wanted to fall in love so after a few months
and dozens of dates I took to online dating to look for someone into a
more laid back and less partying of a lifestyle.

They did help Bill become more feminine as my maid. They never knew we
were married (it never got that far) but were more than happy to help
him out with make up and even broached the idea of hormone therapy to
him.


pt5
Beth:
We decided to live together until I decided how I wanted to proceed
and that night I slept alone in the bed while Bill slept on the couch.
The following day we agreed he'd be staying long enough get somewhere
for him to sleep at night other than the couch. I assumed he'd be
using the spare bedroom I use as a yoga room but to my surprise when I
was out at a lovely resturant downtown he cleaned out the walk in
pantry off the kitchen and got a small cot from the army surplus
store. Again who was I to argue? Even more so when the next night he
asked me if I'd like to redecorate the house as symbolic
representation of my new life.

When he said 'new life' I realized that's what this was. A second
chance to live the life I wanted to live and I wanted to be out of the
closet. I'm still a young woman and Bill and I hadn't started a
family...perhaps it was fear keeping me from embracing my attraction
to women...perhaps gay marriage being legalized...I know I've felt
envious of lesbian couples out holding hands, seeing them in love with
each other but this was the second chance to have it for myself.

I told Bill and, again, he was supportive. Very supportive. He did ask
if I was sure and I said yes then he shocked me by saying how happy he
was for me. "I asked him if he'd be able to handle it if I divorced
him?" He replied yes and asked if he could still worship me and work
to make my life better. I was shocked so all I could say was I didn't
know.

Bills' Lesbian Subjectation (second section)

pt6
Beth: After a few false starts with chats that went nowhere and some
'meh' dates Sarah messaged me and we hit it off right away. We both
enjoyed travel, exotic places, tours of wineries, live theatre, even
classical music and the ballet.

Things moved fast over the course of the next few weeks until one day
we were chatting over dinner and she asked if we wanted this to be
exclusive. I said I would LOVE that but there was something she should
know...

Sarah: Needless to say I was taken aback. I thought she was married at
first and felt betrayed...then she explained...the seperate sleeping
quarters...the maid outfit...even discussing hormones.

I am socially liberal but didn't know what this meant for Beth and
myself so I had to ask and was stunned when Beth said if it got that
far she'd be divorce Bill to marry me. Happy she's open to getting
married but stunned that divorcing her 'husband' was part of the plan.

I had to think and over the course of the meal we talked and over the
next few days I came to understand the situation but thought I should
have a sit down with Bill so Beth invited me over. I was still sorta
surprised when I arrived and Beth opened the door Bill was dressed as
a maid scrubbing the kitchen floor on his knees. Beth invited me to
sit down and told Bill to 'fetch a couple of glasses of wine for us'.
Bill returned with two glasses on a sliver tray and after we took then
knelt on the floor by our feet.

pt7
Sarah:
"Ummm...ok" I said feeling taken aback for a moment before gaining my
composure to get the answers from Bill I wanted.

"You do realize that Beth and I are officially a couple" I said
politely but firmly. He simply replied with "Yes Miss Sarah".

"Do you have a problem with that? Most guys would". He replied with
"Not at all. I'm very happy Beth has found someone so compatible for
her"

"Ok...I replied...No hopes of winning her back?" He simply smiled a
bit, looked down at our shoes and said back "Not at all. I'm grateful
she's following her heart"

"But this must be painful for you - you still love her right?"

"Well I'm a sub and I enjoy the emotional pain. I love her with all my
heart and always will but I also love she's tossing me aside like
this" he simply said point blank.

"Really? What if she divorces you? Will you drag it out forever? What
if I move in here and we throw you out? I'm not sure you realize where
I hope this is going."

Bill, all made up with lovely pink blush said, "I'd hope I could
remain here as a domestic to both of you but for the divorce I'd do
everything I could do to help. Sign everything over to her - the
house, the car, savings, everything."

Both Beth and I were speechless. What could I say? He answered
everything even better than I thought...it had to be too good to be
true.

Beth and I left for a night at the ballet and bit to eat after. I
still couldn't believe what Bill said. She said she was shocked too
but believed him.

pt8
Sarah: "I don't know...it's just so unbelievable...I believe you...why
wouldn't I...I'm falling in love with you but I wish for something
like this there could be a way to get proof from him". Beth just
smiled sweetly and reached over to cup my hand in hers before simply
saying "I think there is...a post nup".

A week later we all went to a lawyer in town. Beth and myself as a
couple...no secrets...and Bill tagging along to sign. I was going to
be the witness".

Ms. Jones was still baffled at what was drawn up but did inform us at
a previous visit that due to a Supreme Court ruling a few years ago
all pre-nups for division of assets (and by extension post-nups) are
valid in Canada if the party is signing it of their own free will no
matter how unfair.

"Well this is certainly the most interesting document I've ever drawn
up. Your wife tells me your a masochist and you'll enjoy literally
everything being taken from you in a divorce?" Bill gulped and simply
nodded before stuttering out a "yes".

pt9
"Ok" Ms. Jones said before trying to stifle a small laugh "Well I've
included that in the document as the reasoning behind it. This will
never come out in court unless you contest it. As for the details of
the agreement let me go over all the points and you'll initial each
one as I go through them.

- There is no morgage or lean on your house so it will entirely be
transferred to your wife in the event of a divorce

- The car also goes to your wife. I've arranged things so you'll still
be responsible for the payments."

- All money you have in the bank and any and all investments and
savings will go to your wife

- All posessions in the house automatically will become property of
your wife in the event of a divorce

- All the student debt your wife incurred with her degree will
transfer over to you in addition to your student debt

- Your wife wanted 90% alimony with no term end but you could
challenge that and bring this entire document into question.
Everything else here is doable but not with that so we're making it
the standard 50% with no end term. Any extra your wife can get from
you personally

- Finally as I mentioned this document says you're consenting to this
because you enjoy the submissive thrill."

Ms. Jones then told Bill to sign the last page of three copies (for
him, his wife and me) before passing them over to Beth and me to sign.

pt10
It was all done. He actually did it. I couldn't believe it. Beth then
smiled at me and said to her husband "Now kiss both mine and Sarah's
shoes and thank us for arranging to leave you penniless".

And he did.

Beth and I chit chatted casually before dropping Bill off at home.
Beth gave him detailed instructions on cleaning and we left for latte.

I didn't know what to say about this...I mean I asked for proof but
didn't expect to get it. It's not that I was bluffing...more that...I
don't know...I explained to Beth that this is what I wanted but felt
bad about putting her husband in this position. That I'm still falling
in love with her and daydream about our wedding but perhaps we
shouldn't hold Bill to the post nup and just do a fair settlement.

"Well if Bill changes his mind I'll let him but if we get engaged and
he still wants to do this is it cool if we let him?" Beth casually
said as she sipped her drink.

I just broke out laughing and said "Umm...sure?"

Bills' Lesbian Subjectation (third section)

pt11

As the weeks passed Beth and I fell even more in love with each other.
She even met my friends and family (they all loved her too and told me
how perfect we were for each other)...but of course I didn't meet her
friends and family because she was still married to Bill and none of
them knew about the situation.

Bill even asked if he could book overtime to pay for the two of us to
take a tropical vacation. Both Beth and myself love to scrapbook and
preserve memories so we took a million photos of us enjoying fine food
(Beth does a food blog as a hobby for her friends and some followers)
as well as just relaxing by the pool and the beach. Any non intimate
shots we sent to Bill back home.

I told Beth didn't mind if he got off on the idea of his wife with
another woman but I never wanted, photographic or in person, him to
see anything intimate between us. That the act of lovemaking is
something personal for two women and not a "real, live lesbo" sexual
objectification for men to gawk at - even if he's, for now, her
husband.

Beth burst out laughing and said "Sweetheart he doesn't get off on
thinking about his wife having sex with a woman. He gets off on his
wife falling in love and leaving him for a woman".

Funniest thing I heard all week...and the first time Beth called me sweetheart.

pt12
Sarah:After we got back from the trip I started thinking more about
meeting her friends and family. At first it just a hurdle we had to
settle and so many other things came up but now that two months it was
a time to have a heart to heart with Beth.

To my great relief she agreed and said she wanted me to meet her
family too. It could be tougher than mine since my friends and family
had known I've been open about being gay since high school but she
wanted to take that step and I wanted to support the woman I loved
make it.

The tricker wicket was what to do with Bill. I explained although I've
come to like Bill in a 'he's so pathetic and meek and funny' kind of
way I didn't know if it'd make sense to her friends and family being
introduced too her new bf if they were still thought of as a couple.

Beth agreed. And two days later I came by Beth's place with a dozen
long stemed roses and a card saying "I love you" with two cartoon
women on the front in a loving embrace that's put out by a little gblt
publishing company that donates a portion of the profit to advocating
legalizing gay marriage in places where gays and lesbians are still
being discrimated against.

pt13
Beth: Sarah arrived a few minutes early so If was scrambling to get
the door. I was in the middle of making her a home cooked meal for the
two of us and it was on simmer when the door bell rang.

When I let Sarah in I was shocked at the lovely gift of roses she got
me. But what I loved more was the card. Two cute cartoon women kissing
and both saying "I love you".

Sarah explained the publishing company behind it and the good work
they do. I felt so touched I wanted to cry. I think I did a bit as I
hugged her and said I loved her too. I've never been happier in my
life before. Never in love like this.

I wanted to find the best spot possible for such a touching card so I
looked around and found the perfect spot - atop of the centre of the
fireplace where the wedding photo of my husband and I was currently
sitting.

I leaned into Sarah and gently brushed her long hair from the side so
I could lightly kiss her cheek before putting my hand in hers to lead
her over to the fireplace while smiling.

When we reached the mantle I looked her right in the eyes and said
"You're the most important person in my life. I never knew what being
in love was before meeting her.

Sarah smiled and a single tear rolled down her left cheek. I reached
down to lift her right hand to gently kiss it leaving my lipstick
imprint on her hand.

I then looked at her, drew her eyes over to my wedding photo on the
mantle with mine, and picked it up tossing it on chair next to us. It
landed face down.

pt14
Beth:

I then told Sarah I had a surprise for her. Dinner was simmering but
we had an errend to run before eating my home cooked celebration
dinner. Her ears peaked up with curosity. I asked her to sit down on
the couch and I walked to the kitchen knocking on the pantry door.

Bill came out dressed in street clothes (the first time Sarah had seen
him like this and the first time he hasn't been in the maid's uniform
for months around the house. He was also carrying a midsized suitcase
with a faded customs sticker on side from Cuba when he and Beth took
their honeymoon. They had never returned.

I sat down next to Sarah and pointed for Bill to kneel before us.

"I told you I had a surprise for you Sarah and this is it. Bill and I
had a talk. He LOVES the idea of you meeting my friends and family and
agreed that with him still living here that'd be a problem. So we
decided...or I suggested and he agreed by madly kissing the soles of
my feet and saying 'thank you' over and over that he'd move out. We
found a cheap little motel that rents by the month. Very small room,
small kitchenette and a pool out front that's been closed for the last
five years if that gives you an idea what it's like. It is in a safe
area and is in between both his work and his...hehe...old house to
clean it so he will have an easy go on the bus between the two...well
sorta easy lol".


pt15
Sarah:

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. It was too good to be true.

"I'll control all the bank accounts and his check will still go in it
so he'll ask us for any money he needs for the bus or food. This'll be
a trial seperation of sorts but I can't imagine not wanting to spend
the rest of my life with you Sarah" Beth said.

I looked at Bill with what must have been a look of utter surprise.

"Are you serious? You're really going to do this?"

"Yes. This is an erotic apex for me. Thank you for making Beth be so
happy. Aside from working for money for her or being a maid and
worshipping her I'm redundent in her life now. I hope things go so
well in the next few months she'll leave me for you and put that post
nup in effect".

Remarkable...I've heard of submissive guys and women for that matter
but never thought it went to this degree.

Beth wrapped things up, pointed out their wedding photo had been taken
off the mantle and explained the card that replaced it and the
wonderful company that makes it.

Beth and me walked out hand in hand and their wedding photo in her
other hand with Bill trailing behind. When we got to the motel I saw
first hand how bleak it was. The room was even bleaker. Stained
carpets, stained walls, only a standing shower in the bathroom and a
tiny kitchen no bigger than a walk in closet.

Bills' Lesbian Subjectation (fourth section)

pt16
Sarah:
"We're not sitting on any of this furniture...we'll bring a couple of
folding chairs for the future...but for now get on your knees and kiss
our shoes to thank us for making all of our dreams come true" And he
did.

On the way back Beth popped into a store and got a bottle of expensive
champaigne for us to enjoy. While we were shopping I kept thinking
that this is not what I expected when I created the dating
profile...but could it have turned out any better?"

Back at Beth's home her dinner was lovely. We ate and drank and
laughed all night and slept over.

The next morning when we were eating breakfast I kept looking at the
now empty pantry and lone cot and dresser. I asked Beth if Bill was
really all right with this and she reassured me he loved it and it was
the most remarkable fantasy he could ever have. I still feel like he
deserved more and Beth said the best thing we could do is make his
fantasy the most futfilling as possible.

"How do we do that?" I asked.

"By continuing to fall madly in love and living happily ever after".

I smiled and we shared a gentle kiss before we both left for work.

pt17
Beth:

The next month was lovely. For the first time in my life I felt
complete. Sarah completed me and I was so glad to be open about being
gay.

We went to the gay pride parade and a gblt music festival. Sarah even
surprised me with a rainbow doo rag and a rainbow dyed tshirt.

She also took me too all the gblt and gblt friendly businesses in the
city so I could start shopping at businesses that support the
community. Everyone in the community was so welcoming and accepting of
me. One night Sarah asked me to come over to her place after work
(we've been seeing each other every night but usually just wing it so
I was curious...) and she had arranged a surprise 'coming out party'
for me with all my new friends and Rainbow decorations everywhere.
She even got a cake with a Rainbow across the top and Rainbow
sprinkles.

pt18
Sarah:

My relationship with Beth has been wonderful. After the surprise party
after everyone had left late into the evening Beth and I were lying on
the couch with her resting her head on my chest. Looking up at me she
smiled and told me she thought her friends and family had emough time
to digest the break up and she was wondering if I'd like to meet her
parents and siblings at a small family reunion next week. Needless to
say I was on cloud nine when I kissed her forhead and said "Of
course...I can't wait to meet everyone"

She hadn't told anyone about being gay yet and I asked her if she'd
prefer to do it by herself or if she'd like me there for emotional
support?" Beth just smiled and said "Sweetheart I always want you
beside me in my life".

And that was that. We arrived early to tell her parents, sister and
brother. She was nervous. I was nervous. But none of that was needed.
After Beth told them her they all smiled and said they were happy for
her. He mother even walked over and hugged both of us.

The funny thing is I overheard her ask how Bill was handing this. She
answered very honestly by saying "It's certainly not easy but he's
been more supportive than I could ever have expected". After she said
this we briefly shared a knowing glance and smiled at each other.
Supportive indeed.

It was a pleasure to meet all her family. They were so welcoming of me
and supportive of Beth.

Her mom even said she wants to join Pflag now.

pt19
Sarah:

Bill had been coming by on a regular basis for his domestic work but
we've been focusing on our relationship and largely had him just do
the assigned chores and worship at his wifes feet for a bit. I've even
got into it somewhat.

But for the most part he's been in the dark about our relationship
advancing, the surprise party, the festival, parade and coming out to
Beth's family. She and I had a long talk on the way home and decided
he deserved to be brought up to speed.

I called him and to my surprise he said he was waiting for the bus to
get home so we sung by the stop he was at and told him to come by
Sunday morning. On the way there we discussed if we should offer him a
ride home but decided it'd be better for his fantasy if we just drove
off after we spoke with him. To my suprise right before we drove off I
asked him if he had any money on him.

When he said he had a few bucks and was going to get something off the
value menu at McDonalds I asked if he had anything at home to eat and
when he said he did I told him to give me the money since I wanted to
buy *my* girlfriend a rose at the corner store.

Driving away I asked Beth if he liked that and she broke out laughing
and said "no question about it".

pt20
Sarah:
The next moring Beth and I was having a continental breakfast with the
rose I bought for her in a vase at the centre of the table.

Bill was running late but that's to be expected with the more liminted
bus schedule on Sunday. Beth asked me if it'd be over the top to wear
her Rainbow scarf and shirt when Bill was over and I said *totally*
not. I told her I really love how she's embraced the community and
thought making it clear to Bill how things are now is really great.

"Sweetheart it's not just now...this is who I've always been. I'm just
grateful I had the strengh to be myself...and for you to stand beside
me for the rest of my life. My old life was just a mistake. Bill was a
mistake."

I gulped "Really?" I asked smiling beyond belief. She said yes but she
wanted to propose to me right with a ring and everything so we should
both take the day off work tomorrow.

We just agreed not to tell Bill since we both wanted to enjoy it being
official before anyone knowing before the doorbell rang.